Public recordCompiled from 8 credited sources · Updated Sep 22, 2026
at first, at first
Hardcore band from San Antonio
- Shows on record
- 1
- Rooms played
- 1
- Cities
- 1
- Releases
- 4
- Last show
- Jan 6, 2026OPEN
About
at first, at first is a band from San Antonio, tagged post-hardcore, post-rock, screamo by its sources. Shows on record run from 2026 to 2026, across 1 room in 1 city.
- at first, at first is based in San Antonio — MusicBrainz
- Gavin Drosehn: member — MusicBrainz
- Olivia Geissler: member — MusicBrainz
- James Murphy: drums (drum set) — MusicBrainz
- Michael Pannone: member — MusicBrainz
- Nathan Smith‐Lorrain: member — MusicBrainz
- at first, at first has 2 release group(s) on MusicBrainz spanning 2025–2025 — MusicBrainz
- at first, at first has 41784 listeners on Last.fm — at first, at first on Last.fm
- at first, at first has released 4 recordings between 2024 and 2025 — at first, at first on Discogs
- at first, at first has 2 followers on Genius — at first, at first on Genius
The summary is assembled from the record fields and shows on this page; each fact listed names its source. See Sources & corrections for what each source supplied.
Shows
1 on record · SongkickNo upcoming shows on record.Know of one? Tell us
Shows per year
- 20261 show
| Date | Venue | Billing | With |
|---|---|---|---|
| Jan 6, 2026 | OPEN · San JoseSupportwith First Day Back, My Point of You, Awakebutstillinbed | Support | First Day Back, My Point of You, Awakebutstillinbed |
Where they play
1 room in 1 cityRooms played most
- OPEN · San Jose1 show
Cities played
- San Jose1 show
Releases
4 releases, 2024–2025Texas, Hold Me
2025 · Single
The Courage of Shutting Up
2025 · Ep
2025 Summer Sampler
2025
two song demo
2024
Lineup
- Gavin Drosehn
- Olivia Geissler
- James Murphy · drums (drum set)
- Michael Pannone
- Nathan Smith‐Lorrain
Airplay
No airplay on record.
Photos, art and posters
Sources & corrections
| Source | Used for |
|---|---|
| MusicBrainz | Artist facts |
| at first, at first on Last.fm | Artist facts |
| at first, at first on Discogs | Artist facts |
| at first, at first on Genius | Artist facts |
| Songkick | Show history, Show posters |
| Discogs | Credited on the record; no item on this page cites it |
| Genius | Credited on the record; no item on this page cites it |
| Last.fm | Credited on the record; no item on this page cites it |
This is a partial record of publicly documented activity. Missing shows, releases or members do not mean there are none. It does not confirm availability for booking.